Thursday, April 21, 2016

Heyo, Nick here

I'm posting from school this time. We're supposed to be doing our copious amount of work right now, but I feel like sharing my life right now :). OKAY, so I saw THAT girl again today, and I wanted to die. I hate this feeling so much, but it also makes me excited XD...

I hope ya'll had a great 4/20 (whatever you did), and I had a great one myself. My English class had a special extra credit opportunity that day, and I went. I mostly just walked around by myself but there were pleasantries. Near the event's end, I met an old friend I hadn't spoken to in a while, and we caught up on each other's lives. I hung out at her place and met her mom. The experience was rather nice, and I got some good advice on "her". Sally, my old friend, said you just have to go talk to her, and the advice really impacted me. The encounter with Sally reminded me of the joy of socializing and acting natural (which I've grown to be quite the cynic), and I'm very glad that I went to the event.

Well, that's off my chest. Thanks for reading and I hope you all are happy!

Monday, April 18, 2016

Hi guys!

Ok, I'm gonna sound really basic right now. Soooooooooo...
I got over my friend (kind of) and I'm kind of obsessing over someone else right now... They're just so pretty and cool!


I hate myself. I just want to be NOTICED. NOTICE ME SENPAI. Holy shit I haven't felt like ethis in a while. This is the first time I'm feeling the air get knocked out of my lungs just by thinking about it. I'm only semi-acquainted with them, and I cry because I don't know how to get my chance :(

I cross my fingers :D PLEASE NOTICE ME

Tuesday, April 12, 2016

Heyyy

It's been a while since my last post...
My life has slowly deteriorated due to school, but life has gotten interesting at the very least. There is a certain girl that I've been friends with for a little while; to be blunt, I have kind've been charmed by her. I just feel a little sad because she has a boyfriend, but it's still nice that shes friends with me because I'm a pretty big loser. I sound like such a douchebag right now. Please don't call me Elliot Rodgers, but I just feel resentful. I'm a little frustrated right now. I know it's wrong to want to have her (XC ugh), but feelings hurt. Wish me luck!

Feel free to talk or comment on whatever

Tuesday, March 22, 2016

3/22/16

Happy 3/22 day!
For those of you who don't know today is the breakup of My Chemical Romance, band adored by emos everywhere, and the date is very significant to the game Dota 2 ==>

I took my time posting because I couldn't find the conviction to, but I felt some impetus to today.

Hi! My name is Nick,  I'm a 16-year old, and I'm a sophomore in high school currently. I excel in most of my subjects, I love videogames, I like listening to music, and I enjoy reading. . .

Does this feel awkward because I feel something :X

Anyway, this week is midterms week and has been very stressful; in fact, I have a civics and economics midterm , an English paper and an art project to complete for the rest of the week! It looks like the only class I'm not going to make a "B" in and my parents might be a little mad about that :C.

I seem to have run out of confidence. . .
I'll post again later!

Cya 3/22